Tuesday, September 27, 2005
am
fucking pissed with myself.
the mistakes made were really...unforgivable!
was it out of sheer stupidity?
sucha imbecile.
if i aint gonna vent it out, i'm seriously going to burst.
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i going insane.
shit man.
take me with you
1:30 PM
mine! heh heh. belated ( 3mths and 9days ) present from gabe and justin. geez =]
take me with you
1:24 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
--huge sigh--
this is gonna sound like a primary school kid's grumble.
i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. and yes i'm dreading it.
i dont wanna know my results.
with each passing day, its an indicator that the big fat
unwelcomed A levels is nearing.
yet... its untenable.
i want my holidays to begin
now.but clearly, its impossible.
shucks.
dont laugh. but yesterday night after watching some HK show, i'd a sudden urge to enrol into a nursing school and,
bingo-become a nurse! but then its kinda problematic cuz i feel disgusted at the sight of blood. its totally gruesome! hmm... aint really sure yet. shall see how it goes. honestly, i cant imgaine
me, as a nurse. HAHA.
my mum wants me to become a pilot! but... a pilot who's acrophobic? haaz.
i feel groggy. i dont wanna go to school.
take me with you
9:52 AM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
he sure can be the epitome of desperation.
and such people are terribly annoying.
and how the heck am i supposed to get rid of this dunno-what virus in my com? ahhh. they were nice to inform me that my com would crash. but not so helpful. zZ...
--equanimity in progress--
take me with you
2:45 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
am feeling super lethargic and dehydrated. shopping plan was ruined cuz i was simply too tired to walk on. zzz. been hibernating.
i miss maths.
deep down, i know who are the people who are worthy of my time, trust and love.
i dont care how others think of me so long as the people whom i truly care about believe and know the real me. /quoted from a friend. totally agree with this. =]
uploaded this really nice song. listen to it k. sorry about the pop-ups. ha.
the blue sea is the only choice. cuz there wont be any regrets. and its never-ending.
take me with you
5:51 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
k session was fun! ha the service at parkway is way better than that at tampines. we were rather kbox deprived after all these months of nerve-racking mugging sessions. and yeah its gonna resume soon :( angela always zi4 high one. muhaha. the funniest part was when they sang chen2 lei2's hokkien song, hua hee __ heo (?) yay. shopping tomorrow. *beams
everyone's unique. even if 2 persons' character are similar, they'll never be identical.
no one's perfect. and its impossible to request someone to change his/her character. for the better maybe. but if the reason is because you cant accept him/her for who he is, its totally absurb. everyone has his/her flaws. but why take note of the flaws instead of focusing on their positive qualities. we cant expect someone to be someone he/she isn't. accept the person for who he/she is. just like how others accept you for who you are. i aint pin-pointing. but somehow, i've began to realise the importance of acceptance.
its frigging annoying when others see you as someone you arent.
its even friggingly infuriating when others blabber untrue stuff when they do not even comprehend your inner incoherent thoughts and feelings because you arent someone who's able to express yourself well.
this is just so unfair.
but then again, its not the first time.
aiyah whatever.
i'm washing my hands off.
totally.
ok santi's birthday is approaching. gathering time yayness!!! (((:
grrr.
big bird boon is sucha show-off.
ya la 6weeks hols la!
grumpz.
fantasizing allows one to indulge into a world of your choice. away from the cruelty of the cold world.
escapism you may call it.
take me with you
2:20 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
a month odd more and jc life would officially come to a halt.
-days of mugging
-intense competitions
-constant scoldings and lectures by tutors and miss lai
-times when we were rushing for lectures (ok, actually we seldom do ha. )
-moments when we used to have lunches together
-times when we would pass around birthday cards to pen down messages
-moments of anxiety before tests and exams
-frequent gossiping sessions
-birthday celebrations
-times when we were furiously completing our econs tutorials and "cross referencing" others' tutorials
and of course, the intensity of
hypocritism.
all these would be coming to an eventual halt. yes i'm glad. but the memories spent together would be remembered. even if they mean nothing to you people, i'll never forget them. whatever that has been happening, i aint hurt by it. cuz i've learnt to let go. i was disappointed. but i'm no longer affected.
ahhh.
takuya kimura is
irritatingly charming. haha.
must catch the jap show every monday and tuesday on channel u at 7.3opm!
the vulnerability of friendships are often disregarded by most people.
many a time, upheavals occur when we least want them to.
and the root of the problem is mainly because, you let it happen.
the feelings we'd felt would never be comprehended.
there were many times when we'd chose to remain silent.
and probably,
always from now on.
salvaging or working on it individually would remain fruitless.
afterall, it takes 2 hands to clap.
i'm not longer affected.
its just a waste.
i miss 2e1 and 4e1 :(i miss the care-free life before i was led into the world of hypocritical ideology.Reminding you of your childhood dreams
And fairytales you read long time ago
i smile, i cry
just because your look keeps in my mind
A drama like a beautiful poem
A love stronger than destiny
Even a life with pains and sorrows
True love will never die
Who do you cherish more than yourself?
Who do you want to hold your hand in your last moment of life?
Heartbeat, whisper
Everything of you is treasure to methere's another chinese version but my translation skills are mediocre...so another time (: i hope.
take me with you
5:13 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
i'm like so bored! got this from
pamela's blog. ha.
1. santi
2. sock geok
3. adeline
4. jessica
5. angela
6. yuan fang
7. pei lin
8. jenny
9. shi li
10. clarice
11. kuen cherng
12. qing rui
13. leonard
14. gabriel
15. wei ming
16. jasper
17. jin liang
18. faeez
19. justin
20. derrick xD
-How did you meet 13?: back in sec sch...cant remember when ha.
-What would you do if you never met 5?: we wouldnt be going kbox so frequently and no more "He's(jerry yan) so cute!" together with that dreamy cum tomato look. hahahaha.
-What do you honestly think of 10?: bubbly! nice to talk to.
-Have you ever liked no.3?: i love her!
-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: get eric's butt off from manchester & back to s'pore.
-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?: whahaha. yes!
-Do you think 12 is hot?: erm.... haha
-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: they used to.
-Tell me something about 11: super kpo and gossips alot.
-Do you know any of 3's family members?: yeah.
-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: haha 4 lar.
-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: i'l... run away and ask him to rush back from englang asap!!!
-What language does 19 speak?: english and chinese
-Who is 8 going out with?: HT (:
-Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: erm possible
-When was the last time you talked to 6?: this afternoon.
-What is 18's favorite band? errr... no idea hahaha...
-Does 4 have any siblings?: yupz 1 brother.
-Would you ever date 1?: i wouldnt want eric to come after me plus, i'm straight. 18o degrees.
-Would you ever date 7?: haha no!
-Is 15 single?: yeah haha.
-what is 19's last name?: jie
-What is 3's middle name?: sock!
-What is 10's fantasy?: get 3As? haha.
-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: haha sure. they're gay partners
-What school does 16 go to?: MJC
-What school does 1 go to?: TP
-Where does 9 live?: tampines
-Would you make out with 13?: oh pls. haha. no!
-Are 5 and 6 best friends? : yap
-Is 20 older than you?: yup! xD
-is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?: nope.
-is 17 your ex? haha no lar.
-do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18? oh my god. no. -_-
- how is 2? happily in love =)
just for fun.
gotta go study.
nights world <3
last paper tomorrow (:
take me with you
2:29 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
someone just told me that she thought i was 14! grrrr... bet the person who's 367days older than me would be hopping mad with jealousy after reading this. muhahaha.
i'm seriously going broke. ah.
my parents just bought a tiny fish about 1ocm long for 238bucks. wah piang. hope it doesnt commit suicide like what our deceased catfish did.
really looking forward to the china trip (:
i promised jasper i'll bring home some snow for him.
no matter how much fei2 you jian3 i'm positive i still wont be able to squeeze you into the luggage la. muhaha.
i'm sick of mooncakes.
it'd be good to share happiness as it'd double... but it'd be better to share woes as it'd be divided.. got it somewhere... sounds _____ !
cant seem to find the appropriate word =
ok i'm off. cya
take me with you
12:47 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
recently there's been this saga with regards to the servicing industry.
its apparent that everyone hopes to be treated with respect and courtesy.
afterall, consumers are always right. sounds cliche but in reality, this is one rule many have to abide to.
met 2 kinds of services today.
firstly at hans, the iced milo i ordered was
i swear,the most disgusting drink ever! when my mum requested them to add more milo powder (yeah not the 3-in-1 kind! grr) she was somehow ignored. and when the waitress came back with the drink which was filled to the
brim, she spilled some milo on my utensils by accident. apart from the apology, she should at least have the decency to change the utensils right. but no. grrrr. such uppish attitude is seriously
redundant.
on the contrary, at the adidas outlet, the service or rather
attitude was much better. but a little too friendly ar. he asked for my age and school. -_- and told me to
skip more and
play more basketball. wah piang! grrrrr. nonetheless, his attitude was so much better. totally in contrast with the previous one. ha.
dont ever purchase the
icedtea at
the coffee bean. what for pay 3.5o for a cup of plain water in disguised?! haaz.
yayness...
china trip is confirmed (:
oh ya my mum wrote an article on dont-know-what and its published in one of the dont-know-which magazine! power ar. haha.
just for funYou are 30.16% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
370486 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.
http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php how true? hmm...
| Your EQ is |
| 140 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
take me with you
2:30 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
hello! am back!
3 more papers to go.
its been a gruelling period. it'll be over soon (:
there're many things which are better left unsaid.
you're just a nobody.
choonyeah has been my online friend ever since sec2! ha. unbelievably long.
and jasper's the gossip-est guy friend i've ever known after worm.
ah. i miss them.
i dont trust easily.
not anymore.
its tough not being able to trust.
you tend to keep everything to yourself.
unhinge.
but thats the cruelty of life.
there're many things i'm dying to say out.
but i cant.
i feel complicated.
keeping silence doesnt mean i dont know anything.
but i choose to remain silent.
firstly, its none of my business.
secondly, there's no need announcing to the entire world how much you know.
ignorance is bliss.
but i'm not that ignorant as i may appear to be.
i just dont wanna get involved.
take me with you
1:58 PM
